jsandme

hmm.
imissmissj. i forget and think sometimes that she'snnot worth it, but then i see her and feel like an ass for thinking it. its true. but i guess unimportant .

so we went to the ab then i met the partner who's about as empty as a balloon. inflated or otherwise. i don't like him, and im still debating why, but i think its a representative thing, that is mostly me projecting assholeishly on him...oh well. he was rude so i dont mind.

this bothers me. but omg, i made the most incredible connections going home...the york bus took 7 minutes of so to arrive, but every other bus, subway street car was right there, and i was home by 1:40...it took just over an hour to make the whole journey. not to mention no one else was on any of my busses train streetcars so they didn't stop...ah the red rocket, how effeciently wonderful you are. i ran into a boy who knew my father tho, daniel, says we went to school together to, but i don't count pat's anylonger that place was just a transition house. le sigh. he made me remeber things i was happily repressing, but what can one do... not much.maybe i could try and find c's mum and send her flowers this year... cause then ill be that much poorer.... right.