birds

okay frued gimme a sigh here, whats up with the birds. falcons, kestrals full colour. those red winged finchy things. i just dreamt the most amazing dream about birds, everywhere, following me. i think they were accusing me of lying. i lived in a fabolous flat with 5000 lamps, but it was always dim. hmm dimmed/ repressed senses...hmm? the dimunition of sight...knowledge. i think im repressing something... and somehow birds of lizards or horses are in volved cause i think all those creatures represent the same things...dogs too. hmm

do i feel unloyal...ooo maybe thats it. well im dreaming crazy crazy lucid vivid things that i can't account to the day experience...unless its from reading...hmm could be.

well have to let this mystery unfold