i can be civil

mm its cold, i want to be in the shower and tc just jumped in so i have to wait, so i figure ill think about nothing for a while. Sometimes i just want to be an asshole, and not have to worry about it like that creepy guy in that film with the gay neighbour. 

but then the moral of that film was that no one is always an asshole and when a beautiful disgruntled woman comes along its goodbye asshole ways. hmm. but then she's already come and i think im more assholing so i guess i must be jesus cause i defy the system of entertainment. 

 so i had a time last evening, some good conversation. (thats twice in like a week, like so cule!!) yea well i think i have to go clean up gcs room ccause im keep making a mess in it.