mri you say

this is an interesting development in the life of me, a doctor who orders more tests instead of prescribing pain killers, maybe he will still prescribe painkillers after the mri. how exciting and mri. its been a while. so i have to wonder if this is already start 21 and already in chronic pain, this life is going to suck something soon. but maybe not. maybe i can heal up, or maybe i should just start exercising again and then i wouldn't hurt anymore. i don't hthink i was in pain when i was in shape. I'll be honest, i dont remember what it felt like to be active, but i think it must have been better than this.

i started writing this thing yesterday, its kind of weird, it is sort of my canadian long poem about aging, i guess im coming up to that age where it is hard to pass myself off as 16 anymore. anyway today at the doctors office, i was the youngest in the waiting room by about 35 years...weird eh. there aren't many places where that happens. and all of these people who have been alive much longer than i have were there with their partners (who were equally as senior to me) and their partners all filled out the dr form and asked things like what meds are you on now, and are you taking any oral contraceptives...surprisingly many of them were, though i suppose as hormone replacement therapys. its kind of funny that all the elder ladies are on birth control and im not. i suppose its not that funny.

anyway afterwards i took the bus home. that was kind of fun, i haven't really taken the bus here. i think that was only my 3 time on a windsor bus. so now im waiting to find out my date for an MRI i hope its soon or not till after the 7th of January. i want to go home i think.

so what else is new in the world? hmm i wrote bio, that was really easy i think i'll be at least in the high 80's i don't think i have an A+ in the class anymore tho. shame on me! but we will see how the bell curve treats me. i just have one other exam now then im free. Dani is making me nuts with editing, im happy to grammar edit essays but not content edit, especially on things that i know nothing about. wow this entry is getting long. im going to go write about boxing on some other blog.

bless!
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